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Sunday, October 16, 2011
Happily Ever After....
If only.....thats the way life worked.
So emotionally this facebook break has been wonderful for me. I've spent more time with Chase and Jayda, focused on school a lot better, and excercised more. It's been really good for my stress levels since it was really hard to see pregnancy everywhere. As a result, this cycle has been awesome...I guess Disneyland really helped with that too especially since I was ovulating this weekend so it really kept my mind off of it. Except I was pretty sore and bloated and walked 8 or 9 miles at the least a day really hurts. But this 3rd round of clomid really has been a breeze. I'm thinking my body is like "ok I getcha.... I know what this is" and my side effects haven't been that bad at all. I wasn't even rude when I was taking it. Chase actually said I was acting giddy and strange. haha But if we do concieve this cycle it will have happened in the happiest place on earth. Aww precious. So I'm definaltly hoping for my "happily ever after" but of course the negative nelly in me isn't holding her breath. I bought a braclet in Disneyland that said "Have Faith. Expect Miracles". I'm not sure if it was an omen but it broke within 30 minutes. But... I fixed it and have been wearing it ever since. I tied that puppy right back on and its not going anywhere.